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(2 broken hearts) empty .... [07 Nov 2004|11:08am] [ mood | horny ] [ music | only you ] these days have been quite confusing .... i try 2 do one thing and everything jus goes wrong i thought things were goin alrite but then i messed it all up i wasnt tryin 2 avoid things i jus saw no point sumtimes ... now im stuck ! i dnt knoe if i should stay or leave ? i wish things cud go back to how they were b4 but they cant as time goes by things get worse n worse i thought i was ok ... sumwat happy but wen it all comes down ... not really   ne way .... latly all ive been doin is "chillin" skoo rop "chill" and sleep i always go 2 sleep early now the weeks r goin by so  fast its crazy this weekend went by fast firday i jus chilled and slept saturday ... UGH ... i fuked up thats all i have to say and 2day i dnt knoe yet ...       oh and i jus wanna let u knoe THNX for being there  for me last nit e i really appreatcaite it sumtimes i feel like ur the only one that can really understand me .. or atleats sumwat and we knoe wat were talkin about u knoe wat i mean  u knoe im ALWAYS here for u remeber wat i told u ! i love u boo <3 nat

(1 broken hearts) my day [23 Oct 2004|12:47pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | could u b loved- bob marley ] 2day was a good day ... or sum wat good ... it was jus chill didnt go 2 skoo chilled it at home went to an interview chilled alil with fernando and elias ans fenys lil sister ( so kute) then jess picked me up 4rm the mall and chilled at her house and i ate tacos 4rm mexico they were bomb ! her nephews were bein mean to me n makin fun of me b/c they say im a shrimp and im small even tho im not ...lol jessicas computer was possessed in sum weird way ... chilled tried to take a nap b ut she ddint let me got ready barbara picked us up we picked up josh and we went to macoronie grill sum good times so may different kinda conversations i liked it after walked to starbux and chilled there n talked more oh n sum weird ass guys were dressed like the guys 4rm waynes world ... freaks lol jk then after a while came back to downey dropped of jess n josh and barbara n me had one of those longggg conversations in the car once again i love it so much i feel so much better ... thnx grl man time passed like no other got home around 12 30 40 ish ? my mom was mad cus shes my mom then i put my pjs on n im jus chillin like a f'n villin gotta wake up eaaarrly 2morrow ... 8am bsy day sunday i hope to chill

(1 broken hearts) chillin it at home ... [22 Oct 2004|11:35am] [ mood | jubilant ] [ music | coo breeze ] well im here at home ...chill doin absolutly nothing ... feels kinda good ... im kinda kold ... sum wat bored and lonely.. but im not in skoo so its allll good! :)

(15 broken hearts) saturday .. homecoming LP PP PS !!!!!!!!!!!!! [18 Oct 2004|07:30am] [ mood | horny ] [ music | wats ur fantacy - LUDAcris ] ( homecoming nite )

(16 broken hearts) CANT SLEEP [12 Oct 2004|05:47am] [ mood | sexually fustrated ! ] [ music | CREPT N WE CAME -bone thugs ] ( i hate how i love u so much )

(1 broken hearts) "herbs and leaves can ease the world ... "-bone thugs [04 Oct 2004|09:20am] [ mood | jus chillin ] [ music | bone thugs - smokin budda ] man 2day i have to say was a good day ... for sum reason i was happy and thats good during sko it was w/e i chilled mostly with adam at lunch and talk about shit ... hmmm they (andrew d )wanna pay me to dress up like a ommppa lumpa for halloween ..? im down but i dunno they want me to go all out green hair and ornage n shit ? hm ima think about it yea skoo went by koo i love this weather i like my gay ass pink jacket !!! rop was chill met this tite ass gay guy ... hmmm i guess thats about it <3 natalie

(4 broken hearts) watever! [03 Oct 2004|03:39am] [ mood | faded mad sad ] [ music | LETTIN GO OF 2NITE-UNDEROATH ] FUK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(3 broken hearts) shit [26 Sep 2004|12:30pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | mars volta ] ( if i cud have one wish ...id b to.... )

(2 broken hearts) thought ! [22 Sep 2004|11:40am] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | pondering ] theres only about 4 ppl in this world that can actually hurt me only 4 :/

(2 broken hearts) yea ..w/e [22 Sep 2004|10:15am] [ mood | silly ] [ music | silence ] yea so wats up n shit ? hmmm homecumings jus around the corner .. kinda who wants to go with me ? huh huh ?? na jk i asked sum one but ... emm i dunno wats up ne ways skoo is wack its way to hott we needa break or sumthing i like drama my teacher is fukin crazy i hate walkin to class cus its crowed most the time and i HATE walkin home in the hot sun but i like makin fun of the lil kids and its funny tryin 2 kick there lil rolly back packs and tryin 2 take there slurrpees 4rm 711 jk i dnt do that thats fuked up ne ways thats about it oh 2day i went to my brothers game in beverly hills and we got lost but they won   sumtimes i dnt think i make ne sense but i dnt give a fuk haha w/e   <3

(10 broken hearts) [21 Sep 2004|07:23am] ( nothings certain )

(17 broken hearts) fuk yea skooo 2morrow [06 Sep 2004|04:00am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | hipnotize - notorious BIG ] hell yea skoo starts 2morrow !!!  im excited haha cant wait       <333 natalie     i love my frens :)

(3 broken hearts) fuk yea skooo 2morrow [06 Sep 2004|04:00am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | hipnotize - notorious BIG ] hell yea skoo starts 2morrow !!!  im excited haha cant wait       <333 natalie     i love my frens :)

(23 broken hearts) one of the best days of the summer [05 Sep 2004|11:33am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | EAZY E - ID RATHER FUK U ] ( LA NIGGA  )

(2 broken hearts) [02 Sep 2004|03:22am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | the brilliant dance - dashboard ] So this is odd, The painful realization that has all gone wrong. And nobody cares at all, And nobody cares at all. So you buried all your lover's clothes And burned the letters lover wrote, But it doesn't make it any better. Does it make it any better? And the plaster dented from your fist In the hall where you had your first kiss Reminds you that the memories will fade. So this is strange, Our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance Where nobody leads at all, Where nobody leads at all. And the picture frames are facing down And the ringing from this empty sound Is deafening and keeping you from sleep. And breathing is a foreign task And thinking's just too much to ask And you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights. This is incredible. Starving, insatiable, Yes, this is love for the first time. Well you'd like to think that you were invincible. Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time? Well this is the last time.

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